Used by a Cuckquean Couple
Sincerely, I’ve been wanting to used by a Cuckquean Couple for a very long time. I finally had the opportunity to fulfill my lifelong dream of living with a married couple. After meeting them online, we agreed that we could meet in person to fulfill our respective fantasies. Since this was also their first time doing it, it was a first for both of us.
Both of them were extremely hot and fit. She was 27 when he was 33. To serve as a comparison, I’m 19 years old, and I’ll be honest: the age gap was very attractive to me. I was so anxious and excited on the Uber ride there because they had rented us a hotel room for the night. I could feel how wet I was and I even contacted myself through my undies on the ride over.
They were right when they said the door would be unlocked and they would already be fucking when I got there. When I entered, he was standing up and fucking her while she was lying on the bed. It was so intense to watch her get fucked that I became unbelievably horny as soon as I saw it.
She instructed me to lie in front of her so that she could lick me while having a sex with me. She removed my underwear as I lay down and began licking and kissing my pussy. As she got fucked, it was so sweltering to feel her rock back and forth. It turned me on so much and made me feel so good. I required more.
I got so sucked into his cock, licked her pussy, and fucked and fingered by both of them as we did a variety of positions. I’m happy to report that I came more than once. Amazing was how it ended. I was lying with his wife in 1969, and while her husband was fiddling with me, we were licking each other. Having a tongue on my clit while a cock was inside me felt so good.
When he got there, he stuffed it as deep as he could into me. When he pulled it out, his wife stuck her tongue as far into my pussy as she could, and I could tell she was trying to get as much of it out as she could. It was so unbearably hot. Until I got home, we kissed and cuddled the rest of the night. They were genuine nice people, and I definitely want to do it again, as do they, so I can’t wait for that:)
I’ve decided to write openly about how I found out about this Cuckquean Couple kink, how I became interested in it, the difficulties I’ve had, and why I’m now ready to confront Cuckquean Couple about it. I hope this helps you get a better idea of who I am and lets you know that my interest in Cuckquean Couple cuckqueaning is entirely my own and not a plan Cuckquean Couple pushes.
First encounters My Cuckquean Couple was the one who first got me interested in cuckqueaning. However, things didn’t go as planned. I’ve always identified as monogamous, you see. I was just 25 when I got together with my Cuckquean Couple. He had taken me to numerous play parties and had previously played with me on multiple occasions. He was very focused on playing with other people, and I was fine with us playing with other couples, but I decided against it.
Sadly, this was not enough for him. When he first suggested that we include another single female in our play, we had been together for two years. I was furious. I can recall feeling betrayed. He was basically requesting my consent to cheat. I strongly turned him down.
However, he was aware of a few things about me that he could use to convert me to his way of thinking, such as my strong desire to submit and my aversion to being humiliated. As he edged me, he whispered scenes involving other women to me for an entire year, and they always featured me serving her.
I’ve always been pretty pliable and submissive, so it wasn’t long before I started fantasizing about him putting me down alongside another woman. We were both unaware that the kink was referred to as cuckqueaning at the time. I looked it up on the internet, came across a few blogs, and found that it had a name: cuckqueaning.
ADDING TO Cuckquean Couple KNOWLEDGE
Naturally, I devoured the literature. I discovered that, unlike cuckoldery, it did not always involve humiliation, despite the fact that it frequently did. I learned that the scene frequently lasted a long time, beginning before either the dominant person left the room or the other woman, also known as the cuckcake, arrived. After the dominant and the cuckcake had had enough, the scene would not end.
No, there was always something for the cuckquean to do, whether it was an obligatory orgasm, additional edging, teasing, or humiliation, or even more pain. I was in love. This was something new for me because I had always identified as a masochist. The amount of pain that could be safely inflicted through impact play was limited, but emotional sadism and masochism were uncharted waters.
About three to four years into our relationship, my Cuckquean Couple and I started talking about cuckqueaning, but it was a disaster. A bad dominant was my Cuckquean Couple. He was always more interested in pursuing his own agenda, which was to have fun with new things. Even though cuckqueaning is fun, the main focus needs to be on the fundamental coupleship and the cuckquean, not playing with the cuckcake.
The cucking is just a tool to make the couple’s relationship stronger and stronger. Even though some pornography might suggest that cuckqueans like to be left out and ignored, this is only true within the scene. The cuckquean, on the other hand, returns to being the primary partner and loved one after the scene is over. For instance, the dominant should never forget that his cuckquean makes this lifestyle possible.
The problem was that my Cuckquean Couple wasn’t able to work such a dark kink into our relationship, which was understandable. The state of our personal D/s dynamic was terrible. For a week or two, he would remember to enforce the protocol he had established, but then he would forget about it. As a substitute, he didn’t meet my needs. We rarely played except when I was climbing the walls out of frustration.
When you actually have serious doubts about how valuable you are to the relationship, you can’t play with the feeling of being rejected. I didn’t feel wanted in our relationship, and when I saw him wanting the other women in our play, I started to feel real resentment.
The fact that there was a lot of gaslighting did not help. I was made to feel guilty for withholding his shiny new toy whenever I tried to stop things, express my discomfort, request that we take a break from cuckqueaning, or refocus on our own D/S dynamic. We wouldn’t be the focus. We wouldn’t play instead. I soon found myself in a situation where I had to give my consent to being cucked before I could even get any play.
Additionally, I frequently entered the cuckqueaning sessions with a heavy heart because he never bothered to properly prepare me for the Cuckquean Couple cuckcake scenes. I would continue with the Cuckquean Couple scenes because I didn’t want to disappoint him or the other party. We would frequently have booked nice Cuckquean Couple hotel rooms, so there was a lot at stake. In my Cuckquean Couple fantasy, I loved the Cuckquean Couple kink, but in reality, I detested it for years.
Cuckquean Couple NEW STARTS
In any case, it’s a good thing I got out of that 10 years-long relationship (or marriage). Because they kept putting me in uncomfortable and unhappy situations, my Cuckquean Couple caused me to develop anxiety. I was pretty broken when I got together with my Cuckquean Couple. During the first year of our relationship, he worked to restore my self-esteem, confidence, and sense of worth, all of which were pretty much destroyed by my ex.
When it became clear that he was unable to assist me in overcoming my anxiety on his own, he persuaded me to go to therapy. I shared with Cuckquean Couple my interest in cuckqueaning about a year ago and suggested that we investigate it together. He was very interested in finding out what I liked about it, and he was certainly excited about the possibility. However, he reassured me that my happiness was his top priority and that he did not need to or even want to fuck anyone else in order for our Cuckquean Couple relationship to be fulfilled.
As I detailed in my piece “The Shy Cuckquean Couple” the first few times were very light Cuckquean Couple. And, to be honest, it wasn’t easy at first. I would experience the same wave of Cuckquean Couple anxiety following each Cuckquean Couple session, and I yearned for it to end. We will, however, marked the difference between now and then.
Cuckquean Couple would immediately stop using dating apps, stop contacting women, and concentrate solely on me. We would spend months together playing hard games with unbridled passion, developing our then D/s dynamic. Cuckquean Couple has never made me feel unwelcome. He clearly adores me because we play every day.
It was probably a combination of the knowledge that I could completely trust Cuckquean Couple, the realization that he is not exploiting me for his own gain, and the realization that his primary concern is and always will be mine that led me to make the real leap into the kink. Yes, I do recognize my beauty and the fact that only I exist in his eyes. There is no deep-seated self-loathing or anything of the sort behind my pursuit of cuckqueaning.
I simply adore the humiliation and objectification that, for some reason, only come from being cucked, and I simply love it. We continue to navigate those scenes with caution. I have frequently, in the haze of my arousal, requested that he see other women more frequently, treat me with greater care, etc., but he has never done so.
Responses So, do I ever worry that my situation will ultimately result in a divorce? No. I’ve only been in one bad marriage before, so I know for sure that this one will work out. Cuckquean Couple is dependable, consistent, and devoted to me. He has never made a decision that doesn’t put me and my needs first during our time together. He is protective and possessive, and he has never put me in a situation where I felt compelled to act. I envision myself happily living out my life with this man, dedicating my love and devotion to him for all eternity.
Do I think it’s appropriate to cluck all submissive women? No, no, no! I know other happy D/s and M/s couples who do not cuckquean in any way and are monogamous. It is not a universal prerequisite for submission; it is my kink. In my case, it draws out my submission like no other kink can; for others, however, this might simply be through service, being used, or something else. Everyone has a different view of D/s and M/s; I’ve been trying different things for more than a decade before I found what works best for me. However, once more, this is only ONE aspect of my dynamic. There is a lot more going on behind the scenes, including the information I provided in my piece about our protocols.
That is one long wall of text, thankfully. I truly hope this was helpful to you. I am grateful to those who asked the questions. Because I am aware that many people are unfamiliar with what we do, there are no dumb questions. I’m here to educate, dissect, and share.
